hello, hi, hey.
It's been a while, believe I was planning on keeping you all up to date with our self-isolation days, but they ended up with sleeping, gaming, eating and repeat. However a big massive thanks to Ross for getting us electric twice and the well needed Monster for Sean. — 15 days not being allowed to go outside is l o n g.
Meanwhile semester two of uni is started and we're in deep already, essays are due in march and I'm absolutely nailing it (not) — got my annotated bibliography finished today, even if I think I absolutely fucked it up, it's done and the due date is 5 March, so that's not bad. It's a nice semester for me, chaotic as per usual (thanks Em for telling me I will be worse over the years) but I think I get a bit of a rhythm, or my mind think I'm doing a great job and I'm messing up greatly. (VERY likely).
But then the important questions; how am I doing?
I'm actually doing good, for those who knew, I've been using anxiety meds throughout most of 2020 and in December I decided to stop using them and it's still going absolutely good. Yes I still do get panic attacks and anxiety on moments and some days are worse than others, but ... for some reason they go off quite quickly and if not, I have Sean to banish them (just the words "You're fine" and "Nothing will happen" do a lot if they come from someone close to you). And yes, I do get them when he's at work, which is sometimes a bit tricky as I completely text him in panic and then panic because I know he's at work and I'm bothering him (feels that way), but that's been a very rare occasion.
Here some photos from the last couple of months.
Including some xmas merch!
& then here the xmas merch ....
Hope to update soon again with some more exciting news.
xx
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